I am lucky to have Hayliegh who watches over me when life gets hard.
I have been laid up since last Thursday the disease attaching my stomach for 12 hours at a time and a fever. Afterwards I am exhausted from the horrific pain that I can barely stand up or eat. Having Hayliegh gives me love in my life, I get kisses and all her big love to carry me through the day. She lies there and watches over me. When I have to crawl to get medicine she looks at me w/ care in her heart.
My internist said to take donnatal and/or the emergency. The donnatal doesn’t work I took two recently and took two percocets and I still couldn’t move for hours. I keep putting emergency off for two reasons the medical co-pays & who could I trust to watch Hayliegh. Instead I lie on the floor asking God to help me. Yesterday was 12 hours straight I couldn’t get to my kitchen to get medication.
Part of my hesitancy for going to the hospital is Hayliegh she can go w/ me, but if I needed to stay the night or have surgery I would need someone to watch my service dog. It is hard as she is high maintenance. I am happy to say that I found help w/ her. My dear friends who live near by they are both retired and available to care for my girl. There dogs are high maintenance and have special needs.
I ask God to show me what I can do and not what I cannot do that way I can keep my sanity through this ordeal.
It has been a few days now and I am still exhausted from three out of 6 days of excruciating pain. I get frustarted as things need to get done and I am powerless to get them done today.
I am going to be accountable to call 911 and get myself to the hospital to see what is happening to me.