Letting them flow. I started listening to music of love and thought of Hayliegh. As I sat at my computer today I started to feel myself well up I just felt like I needed to cry over my beloved Hayliegh. I sat quietly and asked God what do I do? I could try and be strong and hold them back and then suddenly as clear as and bright as the sun shines, I realised that tears are apart of strength. I got up off my chair and put myself on the floor in front of Hayliegh and sobbed sharing w/ her how much she has graced my life. She looked a deep into my soul w/ her soulful brown eyes as she gave me doggie kisses.
I have decided that I will spend everyday singing love songs to her. The beautiful thing is she doesn’t care that I cannot sing she just loves that I love her.
Today we choose Train “marry me” it happened to be one of the many songs that touched my soul. I will be singing songs from Seal, Leanne Womack “I hope you dance”, Van Morrison “someone like you”, and all the other songs I own.
We are checking into a harness, so that I can aid Hayliegh w/ her daily life. The doggie wheelchair may not be worth the cost due to her failing health. they run 300. plus. I appreciated the sales man I spoke w/ today he honest about my dogs condition and didn’t if spending the $ for her would be worth spending. I appreciated his honesty instead of just trying to sell me a product. I have put a call out to my vet and will discuss what she thinks tomorrow.
Woof rest now.